Thank you! So much loves :)

So here we go again. Another birthday post, since its still April, so yeah. But this time I'm just gonna show my appreciation towards those people who wished me (basically, this only for my Dermarian and my friends at UITM and my family). I want to do it timeline way but my twitter on my laptop seemed fucked up a little. So I'm just gonna mention their names and some screen-shots :) And these magnificent people are :

Malin ( my bff, my sister, we went to the same school, same university and same workplace area!)

Kamarull ( my bestfriend, my gay friend and im gonna stop writing before I veer into major TMI hahahahaha! ) 

Nik Zahira ( my roomate, shes so clumsy. Like seriously! :p ) 

Alif Imran

WNS ( Pompuan Gila :p, mak cik ni hot angadd )

Aish

Ryan ( Actually, he didn't wish me yet )

Muaz ( mumu, my nigga from Harlem :p )

Fyra Fauzi ( memey :p )

Abang A'a 

Lia ( ching chong cheng, mualaf, cina muslim,  sarawakian, Clique5 )

Zack ( mother, dilf maniac haha, Clique5 )

Sarah ( ninja, athlete, perfect body, VS angel, Tuan, Clique5)

Adeline ( gangsta, sarawakian, nicky minaj, laughing-mate, Clique5 )

Shazana ( jaja )

Farrah Emmylia ( rambut lawa, no kidding )

Huzai ( Ujai, The one who calls me Alan)

Shasha ( rockstar ) 

Myra Johar ( suka main tampar-tampar those twins that must not be named HAHA! )

Pali ( karaoke in ptar-mate, na na nera, sejarah mungkin berulang )

Shah 

Kocong! (hotstuff gonna be, CF haha)

Iqhmar ( gangsta, geng pukul budak sama-sama, brother ) 

Hanie

Choki

Hafiz bin Laden haha

Faliq

Atin ( sport women, the best hand ball player! )

Madee

Ain Faizul

Haidar

Nami

Ohm ( hotstuff, six pack, wolf pack )

Kak Kila

Ivy

Ayesha ( my beloved but'er)

Abiel

Naddy

Sani ( Sani bunny, Sani Sani Bunny, Sani sani sani sani bunny bunny bunny bunny!, brother, Clique5 Plus One, Barney Stinson, Sani Stinson *Tak ikhlas pun sebenarnya :p*

Zaidi ( best class rep ever )

Narah ( my other half, my soul mate, my who-cares-what-people-say-fuck-them friend, my sister, my gossip friend after school, balik sekolah, tak bukak uniform, baling bag, lay on bed, gossip sampai kena marah dengan mama, baru tukar baju. She lived with me when we were 16. That was an awesome year. We thought of sharing our husband :p )

Iman ( my favorite junior, my dear, my love )

Athifah Ain ( My friend since first semester, pergi shooting, skype-ing singing we are young by fun while doing weird dancing, suka buat bising dlm ptar together ) 

Fyna ( my bff since primary! Stayed at her house the whole SPM week cuz my parents were out of the country, Fyna suka emo haha!, her cat's name is Oola. I like to befriend with Oola, I didnt move when Oola slept beside me on bed, I do high 5/brofist/handshake with Oola. Fyna is a family friend, her sister is my sister's bff, our parents know each other ) 

Kak Anym ( my favorite senior, choir mate, singing mate, nasyid mate )

Nasrullah

Adam ( my sunshine, my bff, the one whom I tell everyting -  about whom I befriend with, whom I love, whom I like, whom I have a crush on, whom I hate, EVERYTHING!! So sad hes not here :( but whatever, cant wait till July to meet u!! )

Oyen ( hotstuff, taylor lautner. Seriously, he does look like Taylor Lautner. Even better I guess. We used to live in the same neighbourhood and he is also a family friend)

 And here are some shots

Looks like Lia was throwing a virtual birthday party for me with those food emoticons. Haha! So Clique5

And I got 2 late wishes last night from Ryan and Aimi. Actually, Aimi did wish me on my birthday but I didn't get her text. So she sent it again last night. So sweet.

And thanks again you guys for the wishes. And! and! and! and! That is so sweet of you guys to trend #HappyAtulDay on my birthday. Seriously!!!! Love you guys so much! And you guys remember all the jokes. So sweet! so sweet! so sweet!

And for other who I didn't mention your name on this blog, I'm really sorry but thanks anyway.Those wishes mean a lot to me. Those unknown numbers who texted me, thanks to you guys as well.

I'm at the office now actually. Sue (my boss) is not around today but she left me files to be completed. So I guess that's that. Till I write again :) Toodles.

- Atul - 

So this bitch….. haha I’m just kidding. So I was cooking just now. Prepared lunch for my family. Then I heard someone press the doorbell. I saw a National Courier van. I expect nothing since my dad always receives letter s sent by that company. I went out and the man mention “nazhatul”. I got a little excited hewhew.  Then he handed me a package, I saw my name on it. I don’t know whether its only me or everyone would feel the same but I always be the happiest person on earth when I receive something from the mail box. Doesn’t matter letters, postcard, gift or anything. It feels like people care about me. I feel so special when people send me stuffs through mailbox. And yet I’m still waiting a letter from Hogwarts though I’m 19 already but who cares. Everyone can dream and waiting is harmless. Oh shit Atul, focus! Ok back to the actual business. Then I flick the box and I saw “Sarah Iman Anuwa” (but know its from the Clique5 plus Sani Bunny Azmin) read on it. My excitement reached the level of infinity.  I thanked the courier man like 1000 times before I went into my house with the smile from ear to ear on my face. I kept the package aside for a while and continue cooking. I literally cooked like a ninja because I wanted to open the package. Haha!

Finish cooking so I went inside. I looked at the package. Touched it. Teared the wrap a little to have a sneak peek. Then my mom asked me to open it. Then I was like "hold on" before I took 37894894628919846813949134718934 pictures of it. My mom was like -.- LOL and this is the package

There's a little reminder on the box 

I'm not really sure who wrote that but by looking at HER hand-writing, I'm sure this girl is very athletic and I believe she does a million push-ups every single day. That's why she can write like that. HAHA!

When I opened the box, the first thing I notice is this framed picture

On the card it said : " FRAME TU KENA KISS every night before tido and kena letak sebelah katil you ok!" Haha. So cute. But I macam nak kiss........... haha jk jk jk jk. Sumpah kidding :D hewhew. How I miss those people in that second picture. Im glad you guys choose that picture (Clique5PlusOne) because I like that picture so much. You guys know me so damn well <3

Then there are a lot more stuffs like a polka dot compartment, polka dot make up pouch, a very native-ish necklace with feathers and stuff (so Sarawak) and an apron!

On the card it said " The pink polka dot bag. This small bag, untuk letak lipsticks! Hehe hope you like it!" Oh of course I like it. Since I need something like that to keep my make up kit when I'm at office. Easy, breezy, beautiful, COVER GIRL! Haha! I pulak yang nak REVOTION kat sini. 

Then  the apron. On the card it said "apron tu untuk masak! Since you selalu masak.... gunakan apron ini sebagai shield daripada kuman habuk minyak cili dan lain-lain yang sewaktu dengannya" Haha! Sure thing but I might only use this apron when I bake. I'm not sure if this apron is tough enough to handle my ninja-skill cooking. It might end up burnt. LOL Btw, the design is so "me" :p 

Another one is the necklace. On the card it said " Rantai is for..... untuk pakai/gantung kat leher sebagai perhiasan diri. Harap anda akan lebih bergaya dengan kalung ini!" When I read the word "kalung", those pictures of native people came on my mind. Seriously since the design is so Adeline and Lia. Haha! I rasa kalau I pakai ni, mesti fluent kelakar sarawak. Kamek kitak mok balit jait polah padah sik paloi *randomly speaking in sarawak dialect* See, the spirit had come!

Now, the polka dot compartment. On the card it said " Gantunglah apa-apa yang you suka... jangan gantung diri sudah. Boleh letak your make up brushes... letak makanan ke... snickers bar etc" Haha. Makan je kan? But I if I ever want to commit suicide, I don't think I can fit in any of those compartment. Kalau Sawah mungkin because she is perfect xD.

All right. Not just that, there's another that I got. Which is I think the most favorite thing is this package out of all.

THIS! Clique5/Charmed/Frienship bracelet!!!! Wearing it now. I like this one because each of us own one except for Sani of course. I bet he wants it since its pink and have a heart charm but us Clique5 have to maintain our reputation so we forbid him from wearing it! HAHAHAHAHAHA! 

Now, this is the fun part. The scrapbook with wishes in every page. Its like a lot of cards being compiled in one book. SO SWEET!

Tadaaaaaa! This is beyond sweet ok korang? "Atul Awesome" huh? Knew it. Duhh Hahahahahaha! Since there is a slightly a competition between you guys about who's card is the best. So, I'm gonna say the most competitive one is the winner which is......

Sani Azmin's!!!! I choose his because he drew the kuew teow thingy which is so adorable and I was like "Mama! Ada kuew teow!" And this card, if u lucky enough, u can spot Ryan and Fungus somewhere flexing their muscles. Haha! Sani is so gay hewhewhew

And this is the rest of the card. Look at the pink one and you know its from Sarah. Haha! Si Sani dengan Si Sarah ni, dalam card pun nak bergaduh. Haha! The green one is from Adeline, the yellow one is Zack's and the orange one cing cong cheng wo ai ni ni hao ma bak kut teh (randomly speaking chinesse) Haha! The orange one is from Lia! 

And some pictures of us and #TeamPergiFrim. Aww  Je suis tellement touché. Memories.

So as you guys wish, I put the frame on the table beside my bed so I can KISS ALL OF YOU EVERY SINGLE NIGHT BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP!

Put my make up stuffs already. Even tak muat, who cares? Haha! Gonna bring this every single day to work so I can remember all of u everyday :D

And here I GIF my photo wearing the bracelet. Love the bracelet!

And guys, you have no idea how much I love all of these things. Its nothing big or expensive but the fact that you guys post this to me and do the scrapbook really make me feel special. I love you guys so much! - Sarah Iman, Sani Azmin, Nuraini Lau, Nik Zakirah Farhanis and Adeline Marcia. I hope we stay like this forever and ever! I could afford to think us being apart from each other since I have no reason to dislike all of you. Thanks God I found you guys. At first I was thinking of making a video but I believe I'm gonna cry and I don't think I will look good so, I make this blog. I hope you guys like it. And once again. Thanks so much!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO till suffocated, till death do us part

- Atul - 

Best friend forever :)

This post was so unplanned. I was at my mother’s(mak) house, at the hometown. It was 5.30 a.m(which is just now. Now its 5.45a.m) and all of a sudden I felt like my bladder’s going to burst. It’s cold around there. I swear its not that kind of air-conditioner it’s like the real cold, too cold until your spine feels hurt. LOL not really. Then I groggily woke up and went to the loo. When I was right in front of the toilet’s door, I heard my phone’s ringing. I was about to ignore the call because I wanted to pee so freaking bad but then I went to the room to take a look at my phone. Maybe it’s my dad who wanted to wake me up for morning prayer. But when I look at the number, it’s not Malaysian number. I was thinking maybe its my momma (mama) because she’s at Mecca right now. I pressed the green button and when I heard the voice, clearly it not my mom’s voice because it’s a male voice! But I recognized right after back, it was Adam’s. He’s calling me from France. He said he want to say something but I wanted to hold on for while because I wanted to pee but he insisted to tell me what he’s gonna tell me. I said ok and I sat on the bed. He told me that he talked to his friend there about best friend. Then he thanked me for being such a good best friend toward him and bla bla bla. I put bla bla bla because I was wonderstrucked. It was so sweet of him to call me all the way from France just to tell me that. Thanks God for waking me up, thanks bladder for acting up. And to Adam if ure reading this, thanks to you as well for being my good friend. My best friend J we be friend since God knows when. Though we fight or argue sometimes but I believe this friendship will last forever. Im proud of you. Im a proud friend <3

p/s : Im crying because I’m listening to the Bruno Mars, “count on me” while writing this. Fuck you Bruno this is so gay! LOL

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Maggi partayyy went wrong ft. Ayu and Adeline

I was watching beauty videos on youtube. I had to study for my Islamic Study because I’m gonna have test on the next day. But who cares? It doesn’t contribute anything in my CGPA. Im so glad that Dulcecandy87 had uploaded a new video of her. Supposedly at this time, I’m on twitter and tweet about random stuff and check on my friend’s tweet but there were not around that night, So I just carry on watching the video. Suddenly I got a phone call from my friend Ayu. She was freaked out and cry. She told me that her laptop is going mental. All the files in the laptop are deleted. She didn’t care at 1^st as she download back all the files but once she turned the laptop off, all the things gone again. I cant stand when my friend cry like that so I went to her room. I hugged her and told her that everything’s gonna be all right. Its cliché and corny but its true. What else could I say to calm her down and make everything a little bit better? After that we started a conversation about what’s gonna happen tomorrow. The test and hafazan stuff. About how we don’t really see the importance of the CTU being there in our subject list. Then its extended into our life and past time. Typical 18 years old conversation. What do you expect? Homeworks, assignments, boyfriends, gossip at the faculty – we fuck them all LOL

Out of nowhere I came out with the idea of having this so called “magi partayy”. Ayu didn’t have any maggi in her room. I did but only a packet. We went to my Ezureen’s room and begging for a couple packets of magi. LOL we didn’t really beg. Im making everything sounds so dramatic. Yes, we got 2 packets of tom yum magi from Ezureen. While we’re on our way back to Ayu’s room, we passed Adeline’s room. It would be great if Adeline tag along in our partayy. We knocked the door and Adeline popped out in front of the door the this red maxi dress. She looked like she gonna hit a ballroom after finishing her assignment right after back. She refused join at 1^st but after randomly danced in front of her to the song “magi partayy” that just came out on my mind, she agreed. She said she will go later but she demanded to have everything ready when she get there - #majorspoiledbitch

We went to ayu’s room to cook the magi. Before we enter her room, we found out that one of the kitten had peed on ayu’s sandals. Ayu was quite pissed off and move the kitten a little bit far away from her room. All right, back to the magi partayy. Usually, when I cook maggi, I boil the water, prepare the raw magi in the bowl then when the water is boiled, I pour it into the bowl and wait for the magi to ready to be eaten. But thing was different just now, Ayu put everything together in the thermos kettle and wait for the magi to cook. At this moment Adeline came. She snapped her fingers and complained about the drink and food that we did not serve. This so funny. Imagine Adeline in her red maxi dress complaining about small things. LOL She saw the boiling thermos and ask what is inside. I told her the magi was cooked inside. I don’t really know that Ayu’s gonna cook magi in it and I went like “do u really do that, I mean cook the magi in the thermos?” “ya la” , said Ayu. All right we just wait until the magi is completely cooked.

And then the magi’s done. But unfortunately, the keetle was leaked. It smelled weird, like something was burned. Ayu poured the magi into the bowl. I sprinkled the soup base. When I taste the magi, it tasted like a freaking iron. Like a burn iron. I asked them to try. Adeline said it tasted like electric. 3 of us laughed our ass off. I quickly updated my twitter status. It went like this “magi berperisa electric, #kaumampu?” Hahahahahahaha! The magi went into the dustbin of course. We still have the last packet of magi. We borrowed kettle from someone and cooked the magi. The process went so well. The magi was done. I had a spoon of it, Adeline had a spoon of it. It tasted so fucking delicious. When it came to Ayu’s turn, know what happen? She accidentally dropped my hair band into the bowl before she even tasting it!!!!!! I was spellbound at that time, cover my mouth with my hand. We sat silent. We were so numb at that time. Traumatized on whats going on. Few minutes after that, we laugh again. Hahahahahahahahaha! And I tweeted, “magi berlaukkan getah rambut, #kaumampu?” it was so funny. So many things that we’ve been through that night. Last thing I remember, we felt asleep and me and Ayu didn’t take our CTU exam on the next day for crying out loud :p

MYSELF AND LAW

Hum.. How do I start?? Oh OK. I was born on 18 of April 1993 at the Hospital Besar Kangar, Perlis. My name is Nazhatul Zulaiha. I am the 6^th child out of seven. Actually the thing goes like this. I have a stepmother. She has two sons and my mother has a son and four daughters. Zaharah is mother and my stepmother’s name is Rosnie. I call my mother “Mak” and my stepmother, “Mama”. When I was born, Mama was the first person who held me. They work together now. I feel proud when I talk about both of them. Even though my parents had divorce, they still have a good relationship and respect each other’s. They divorced when I was eight. It’s a fate. They’re not meant to be. I talk a lot about my mothers. Let’s move on to my father J His name is Mohamad Najib and work as businessman. He likes car. A lot! He has that kind of face which makes the butterfly never go away from my belly. But still, he is quite funny sometimes. Somehow, his joke is quite hard to understand but I just roll with it and laugh because it’s my father’s joke. The big man, the boss. Haha!

I have three sisters and three brothers. They are Nazhatulshima (31), Nazhatuliana (28), Nazhatul Shakila (26), Mohamad Amar (23), Mohamar Ariff (21), ME and Mohamad Aniff (17). The 1^st, Kak Ima works with my mum, the 2^nd one, Kak Ana works at the Ambank, the third one Kak Kila is studying at the USM majoring Quantity Surveyor. Mohamad Amar or also known as Abang Amin is studying Electronic Engineering at the Staffordshire University, United Kingdom. Ariff is at UITM Melaka taking Art and Design. And my youngest brother, Mohamad Aniff which I call “Adik” is having his senior year at MRSM Kubang Pasu. Abang Amin and Adik are Mama’s son but the bond between me and them is stronger compared between me and my own siblings. I don’t know why but it’s cool somehow. I grew up with the brothers because the gap between our ages is not that far. It was fun, my childhood was awesome. We did everything together. We broke everything like window, glass, plates- you name it. Growing with them quite gives me some effects. I never like soft toys. I usually went for the figures like Power Rangers and Ultraman when I was a kid. Mak said I used to like wearing Baju Melayu because I wanted to look like my brothers.

My sisters are great too. We started to spend time together when I was in secondary school. At that time, I realized that not everything I can share with my brothers like what to do when I hit puberty, how to buy a bra and how deal with girlfriends at school. During special day like Eid Mubarak or wedding, everyone is home. That is the best time ever. When we are together, we like to tell jokes. We can actually sit around the table and laugh all day to the same jokes. Mama always mad at us for being too happy and excited. I have no idea why but sometimes she tells joke too. The nonsense one which is worst than ours. I forgot to tell that I live with my father after my parents divorced. Not only me, all my siblings too. But Mak always visit us every weekend. It’s quite hard for me at first. I cried almost every night because I miss mother. But thing got better so well.

Enough about my family I guess. I supposed to write about myself 1^st right? But it’s OK. It’s good to be different. I straight away start with secondary school because primary school was boring. I studied at the Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Derma, Perlis. Yes, I’m from Perlis. Secondary school was fun! Why? Because all of my friends are awesome. I love them a lot. I fell quite sad to leave school because I have to leave my friends as well. But life must go on. I did not do very well in secondary school. I just got 4 A’s in my SPM – all core subjects. The thing that I hate the most is calculation. I always take any subject that involves in calculation for granted like mathematic, additional mathematic and physic. I don’t get it why should we do a lot of practices and score a very good result if we will not use all those formulas when we work in the future.

Let’s move on to the university life. Phewww! I feel so relieved that I can actually enter a university with that kind of SPM result. I thought that I was just going to stay at home and be stupid forever. OK I am being too much right now. No one is going to be stupid forever. Doesn’t make sense at all. I was the happiest girl in the whole world when I found out that UITM offered me Foundation of Law program. I hugged every single people I found after I knew the news. The feeling was like a prince just proposed me. The best thing was to see my parents’ faces especially my dad because he really want one of his children to study in the legal field. I am lucky because two of my friends got the same offer and the same campus and they both are my best friends. First week at the college was not that fun. It was tiring but when class started, everything was different. Things flow smoothly not like back then in school everything was so hard and there was always tension. My roommates are cool. They’re so nice toward me. I am so please that I can make new friends here. At first, I thought that I was only going to befriend with my schoolmate. Good thing people here are so kind. The guys and the girls are both good-looking.

When I was like around eight years old, law for me meant that people who wears a large black robe and a wig. Just like the wizard, Dumbledore in Harry Potter. I watch television a lot. Every scene in the court I consider it as “law”. Then I grew older, my perspective toward law is literally different but the idea of people looking like wizard is still there. Funny, I know. In secondary school, law meant that people who scores A+ in history subject and those people who know to debate and talk in front of public confidently. But I realized I was wrong again. Requirement to apply Foundation of Law Program is just that I have to achieve at least A- in my English Language. That means English is way more important than History. My father always tells me that it is good to involve in legal field. People will respect us and everything. Just like his best friend who is a judge at Ipoh. Now I know that law is not just about a person who looks like an old man from the movie Harry Potter. Law is something important that everyone has to follow and obey. It does not matter who you are or where are you come from. Once you are considered as a citizen, then you must to follow the rules of the country. I think that’s pretty much it. I hope you are enjoy reading my essay even though some parts are just ridiculous and not related to the title at all. Sorry for that J